Love from out west.

I had a few moments, and I went on the computer quick to check email.  BK was on chat, so I sent him a quick message.  He wrote back and then said "got an interview invite from Arizona today.  Then he continued to say and a transitional year at Harbor (UCLA).  Now I know it does not mean we are moving there, or even if we want to, but I literally jumped.  I guess I realized in that moment how much I had been suppressing my desire to return west.
I have come to the conclusion that no where really feels like home, except where BK and the boys are, but some places feel more like home than others.

I don't know where we will end up.....but lately it has felt like a long journey.  For the first time we have a desire to feel settled, to have roots.  We have established some here, which makes Iowa more enticing than I ever thought we would feel, but today when BK told me we had a little love from out west...I immediately felt my desire for our old roots.  Maybe it is just my dread of impending winter, but a little sunshine sounds nice too.